Re: A radical differnce

Ever feel like maybe all of a sudden things are fixed. Like you have been struggling to fix every right thing. And, then boom it happens. Everything falls into place in your own mind. After praying for months, years....Then its like one day in your worship or prayer or faith walk , you begin to just heal. God works on you...nacks at your imperfections! You see the bigger picture...all of a sudden you see his heart, his will, and notice how much greater everything he has planned it.
Its like all of a sudden you quiet your soul, you remember what he did at calvary. No addiction means anything, no hurt or pain from the past remains...its been erased, and you suddenly are filled with an cverwelming sence of peace and joy! All of a sudden your at calvaries cross, arms raised and your sins are gone. In an overwelming sense of perfection, oh what a perfect God we serve. You see the beauty behind the pain, behind the addiction, you see the Testimony and the point of the test...
Suddenly, you realize you have to let it go, for now and for always. I reached that point today. I saw the bigger picture, and realized how imperfect I am. How perfect God is, and how amazing his grace and mercy is. And, how it flows ever so gently from his hands. Suddenly everything I'd done didn't matter anymore. But, what mattered more it the fact that I have to do something with this. Faith without works is dead. I have to use this testimony. Multi- testimonies...actually. I am a walking testimony, I should be dead. All the shouldas and couldas DIDN'T matter! The only thing that matters is GOD! Oh and what a radical differnce the rest of my day has gone...